Advice Needed

by Amanda Kee
(United States)

I have been honing my skills over the past couple of years, and I have friend who also practice. They believe I am a gifted person by the level of my growth in such a short time.

For example, when I meditate outside and I look at the sky, not at the sun, I can see static energy in the sky. The more I focus I can see patterns in the energy and the energy "pools" at certain points. I rather enjoy doing this exercise.

One instance however had me a bit worried. I was meditating for a while outside in one of my favorite spots and when I opened my eyes I saw black spheres all around the sky. It was not just in my frame of view, because I tried looking towards the ground, but the spheres remain in the sky. After about ten minutes, and me closing my eyes to mediates again, they dissipated.

Another thing I am starting to notice is a veil over my skin. I can see the same thing with other people, varying in shades and sizes. If I take my fingers and put them together and pull them apart I see white static appear. I would love to know what is causing this.

I have always had a sense of those around me, and I can always feel people looking at me. Sometimes it even makes me uncomfortable in public. I am not strange looking by any means, but I notice people tend to look at me more when I project my energy outward. Almost like I am "shining" in a sense, I feel like anything is possible when I do this.

I am also EXTREMELY sensitive to the emotions of people around me. The slightest shifts I notice. This is something that was brought about in my childhood living with my bipolar mother. I started that skill in order to protect myself early on.

My most recent experience has been with my Moldavite. It has such a high vibration, it almost gives me the jitters. I feel like I am highly caffeinated all day, and lately I have been getting the sense that it is trying to lead me to something but I do not know what. I even get chills up my spine and the back of my head sometimes like something is reaching out to me. It is not a bad sensation, but I don't know how to proceed.

I would love any advice anyone has for me to hone my skills, to expands on new ones, or even how to proceed with my Moldavite.